Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Hands




I see her hands on my computer screen. Holding the little block that says “2”. They are stubby and there are traces of dirt under the nails. There are rubbings along the bottoms of the nail bed, probably where she scrapped herself while playing roughly.

My hands, as they type from the keyboard. A bit dry, uneven nails (yes, I still bite them occasionally). An impression of a wedding ring (at the jewelers getting repaired). Fingers long, not unlike

my son’s hands which are always in motion. His fingers always have been long and delicate, now they are often dry. Often reflecting his perpetual motion and energy, they get scrapped and cracked, but with some care (and lotion) they become shadow bunnies and owls and elephants in the flashlight he shines for her.

Her hands haunt me. Gnarled by arthritis, too white and blue with age, often baking cakes or making me tuna fish sandwiches, sometimes getting nipped by the squirrels she would feed peanuts to outside her back porch. My daughter will not know her, but she will know of her—the woman who she shares a middle name with.

5 comments:

Suzy, Not a Fertile Myrtle said...

What a lovely post.

kimbosue said...

what a great post!

Christy said...

beautiful . . .

Cibele said...

wow, wow... just wow. What a touching post. What a beautiful person you are my friend. The new pic on your heading is just too sweet for words

MrsSpock said...

Lovely! And i LOVE your new header!

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