This is a weird week for me. Someone at my old job is on vacation, and they asked if I wanted to fill in. So like a Ghost, I am here at work, but not “really” here at work.
Random thoughts/moments….
At my desk, on the floor I see it. The bracelet my son made at camp last year. Blue and yellow beads on a string. Barely fits my wrist, I had put it on a corner of a photo last year. It made me think of him. And I realize that I had accidentally left it behind. Thought—Hmmm…they don’t clean up around here that often, eh? Other thought—my son is with me right now and always.
Coming home from work yesterday. Just surreal to be doing this again. But it’s not real. Next week, unemployment again. My “new normals” keep changing on me. I don’t like it. I want my life to be “normal” again.
This morning. Listening in on the baby monitor. My son had brought my daughter into his room. And was telling her all about the Force and how it works (that it can be used for good and that it can be used for bad; that it could have electrical aspects; that people can use the Force to push opponents away). She would babble her assent. We laid in bed and listened, not wanting to disturb this first real moment of sibling-ness.
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9 comments:
Wow, that brought some tears! What a sweet moment to overhear. This makes me long to be able to give my son a sibling one day.
What a sweet moment.
That is so adorable, i love to overhear my boys chat.
Thanks for sharing, wishing you a New Normal really soon.
Oh I love this moment!
Precious, thanks for sharing. what a good big brother Willow has
Too freakin' adorable! Here form the Lushary. I hope you find a new permanent position soon. I am in a similar situation and the uncertainty is killing me. Hug and an extra drink for you!
Ubelievable, I can only imagine what being back at work is like. For a week.
And the moment overheard on the monitor was just too sweet.
that is awesome! i love that the force is what he chose to educate her about!
LOL...May the force be with you...
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